Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Silence

Something has happened. It seems that i am out of words. Or maybe, i am a satisfied man from inside once i know i can say whatever i want to here, the fear is gone, the sense of loneliness is gone. I am at peace. But wait! You all must have heard about the eye of the storm. When you are in the eye, it becomes so peaceful and serene, as it has become just now, but once it passes away, then you feel the wrath of the storm. Whatever is happening around me is just like a state of Deja Vu, in which i feel that things are repeating again and again, as if time is standing still. I guess i really really need to move away from here. To some place where i can meditate, where i can cleanse my thoughts. I wish i could move to a deserted island where there would be no one but me. Only then would i be really know what it is like to be away from all this hustle and bustle. I am sick of this fast, selfish, stagnant life. I want something new, and i am sure that i am going to get it. All I need is to take the first step. yeah, it can be so simple. But what about the loved ones! how will i be able to leave them behind, my family, my beloved friends, this is like trying to steer your boat with your anchors down. I am sure that God has something very nice for me in store and i will get it soon, Insha Allah. Sphere: Related Content